Gusanito Again I'm lost and there are people that I work as a balm. Not because love has to be so complicated, suffice to want and point, no? Wish it were that simple but what makes us human is the rationale that we also often play a bad pass.
Yesterday I had dinner with my ex boyfriend latter one seriously, someone who loved me so pure, support and respect ever though our interests and our way of seeing life separated us ... not made me happy and I became someone I did not want to be, however your company is like a balm for me, I am comforted her peace and serenity, his good humor always but deep down we know that we can never be happy next to each other ... could not feelings have their own language and talk to each other, face to face without misunderstandings?
oh my god ....
the truth is that many people have asked me what happened with the unpresentable, so I I'll update: the unpresentable still in his keynote to give long, so I decided to do mine, which was him calling me and I grabbed him by the time the phone or not, until I discovered that my name only to hear it was not an easy conversation and asked me in the least for me ... I decided that was not what I wanted so little by little room phone calls but still, he insisitia. To me that pissed ... so call me if you do not want to see me? If you want to be heard on the phone call of hope! Total
that following a link which reported the publication of a story ecsribió me inviting me to the opening of his apartment and I, in my keynote I told the truth, that after being dizzy partridge for 8 months he had lost interest and curiosity to see him ... and he goes and tells me I'm an edge!
hahaha at least I'm honest and not take anyone's hair disguising interest ... I know not what kept calling total call following the edge, I guess for me but I decided to shit on do not play that game ... until I wrote an email saying I erased my contacts and my phone, which I thought it was great!
But apparently the world is full of unpresentable and I must have a magnet because there are 2 more on the scene. The good thing is that now I've decided I'm not going to let win more, because I've noticed that since I fell in love with my balm, none of the men I know has aroused my curiosity, my interest or my admiration but more While I have been seduced and I've left wanting to know beforehand that it was not what I wanted ... and I suppose we can find on the scene today. Unpresentable
The second call into question what the spoiler. The third will Fito.
I put in history: the spoiler was a friend of a couple friend of mine with whom we left one night in early summer for dinner and met with the spoiler that was all night mimándome, gave me flowers and asked me the phone. Instantly give me yours, I relented and said please remove it, that I keep the number. So I did and as I said, "oh, crap pass." My friend said that was silly, that was not done and see if you remove at once to your ex's head. Total I saw the picture of "another man who has not passed a rupture that six years ago that there was" (and now I make here a small note to one of the men who follow me, me you can explain this phenomenon? That of root to a story already expired? to compare with women who have harmed you and we do not have anything to do?? not fair, we do not do!). Well, you see the picture I decided to leave the flirting, yet at the end of the night he asked me to sleep with him, just sleep because "nothing magic dust ISABELLA, cuddle." In view of his drunken state and the phone incident, she said no.
The next day I sent an SMS asking me for forgiveness and giving me your phone. So began a flirtation phone until we decided to stay for coffee ended up being a dinner, which ended up being a drink then another deep conversation and a new spoiler to me. The attraction took second place and decided it was an interesting guy to be known. So I slept in her apartment, each in a different room, until the five o'clock stood in front of mine and we slept together, hugging, caressing and talking, no kissing or sex.
I liked that feeling of knowing for a long time and I thought it was an interesting person to know. The attraction had been in revolt ... and go and kiss me when we went! was something nice and beautiful, broke everything I thought he was giving ... from that day daily messages, phone calls and attempts to see us again, all in vain ... I had explained that he had half history with a coworker so I decided to meet him as a person, but physically we never saw again ... so I was spacing the calls, I told my friends call me eventually and not daily ... until one day it was unpleasant to me, not I said nothing but I decided to get some distance between us ... and called me again to send sms while in Brazil on vacation, to write almost daily sms that I did not answer, for me to ask a mutual friend: "Hey, you know something about Isabella?'m calling and I write and nothing, you know if you have a boyfriend? is that what she and I had been!"
course, when I was the friend who does not complain and always is there that is perfect, I say that something does not seem right or do not like do not take me seriously and suffer the consequences and then make calls to get tired ... late, too late ... I'm they say things to be valued and when I say, this hurts me and walk away from things that hurt me, then I leave the day they are outraged that they do not understand is:! HAVE TO PAY ATTENTION! !
with what he and I had been known ... had a wonderful first date, they kissed and not seen again and began calling every day as boyfriends / friends until it was worn ... .
course, I choose evil. The fact is that I answered the pooper for education, knowing that he was worried about me, I thanked him for his concern and said that everything was fine. But say the face.
pity than fear or lack of interest or something that makes them react too late ... because my wait is not eternal, because they do not understand such simple things so difficult: I like-like you-stay-we know - We are happy, because then we'll see where it leads or no leads to nowhere ...
Well, I will save Fito it has more crumb and I think today is more than enough, I look like an old bitter, hahaha Lucky
music soothes the savage beast .. I'll take
Do not look back , Lucie Silvas
I have a lot of wishes and all are full of dreams, light, with cheerful colors, covered with papers which bright chocolates are filled with endless zest for life and each has a different flavor ... 
